it is very strange that i were to stumble across this site, the path i am on is leading me toward the this site and its site creator who i feel is someone i have known perhaps in a past life, i know it may seem odd the first point is the something he said about watching a movie of lives across a wall as a child something ive had happen it was as though there was a movie playing of me on the wall and i was watching but not in my body,also the thought process of giving knowledge of alchemy free without charging and using the gifts he was given for non material purposes and for knowledge only and spiritual enlightenment , something stuck a cord , thank you for welcoming me to your group