Look i did not see any of your question I apologize if you would have emailed me I would definitely answer you
please i do not mean to be rude in any way shape or form and im glad your coming forward to me
and i did not claim that the oil i made to heal joints was the elixir of right, i never made those claims but rather I felt that the elixir of life was possible if i was able to perform such healing with such limited knowledge in the art of alchemy
and im tired of the claims of me not sharing information, believe me those who has asked me in private completely understand my perspective and agree with me for the way I carry myself on this forum with my information, however at the very same time I did disclose all of the authors that i have read and I did say that when the information from my old computer is moved to this computer I will personally post a list of books that i have read
now at the same time, let me ask you why would I give my work away to someone like you? why bother?
you see unlike you, there are a small group of people here who understand my intentions and my actions and if you studied hermetic philosophy you would understand how and why im carrying myself....
In a sense I am being deceitful as my actions and my words are forcing the ignorant to think bad opinions of me, while the wiser and the true of heart people may not completely agree with what im doing as there are far better ways to carry myself, but I dont have the patience
Im not here to make a name for myself here, nor become a new nick, nor prove myself to anyone here, I used to watch this forum I know how it goes already
I have simply returned here to "give back" simply because I picked up a lot of free information on these forums without being a member..(learning about the RAMS and the astral fire was a perfect ground to work from) this is the true main reason why I wont say any of my data and claims publicly because im not allowing people to exploit me like how I exploited the information of others
I know exactly what im doing and luckly for you sir your asking the right questions, I wanted someone like you to challenge me just so I can spell this out, while nick wants people to be freely about alchemy which is against the art I refuse to do that, and whether you believe me or not is something you need to deal with on your own
unlike nick im not going to spoon feed anyone here alchemy unless you want to pay me because I have better things to do (like continue actually doing lab work) understand sir i operate very differently in my private life, I tend to have a lot of fun, and I dont express myself like how I do here on this forum which is evident from my facebook page
https://www.facebook.com/JayLeopard
And if you know who sunwukong is, he is a monkey in chinese mythology who sought to live forever etc. etc. etc.
I picked this name just as a play on the fact that im black and they have called black people monkeys, ignorant and idiots, hence the claim people treat me like im an idiot in my private life, it wasnt a complaint it was a fact,
and those of you who approached me directly in my emails honestly and whole heartedly got the whole truth from me and they know it, they also if they so choose could give you all the information I gave them for free but so far they have chosen not to as far as I know, they are not promising to keep secrets to me, but they understand how much the alchemist of old wanted secrecy and how this art must only be for the wise
please understand sir my deeds are done here because I have come here to do the thing which I have come here to accomplish, the jig is up, those who were honest and true got enough information to create something wonderful, those who were not are left bitter and upset.. or the 3rd group of people who simply dont believe anything i have said here
so just like I told someone else here, if you have a sincere problem with me being here I will gladly step out
but since im sure you wont make a concrete decision im going to walk away from this forum as of today and I will not be returning